Weekly roundup, wordpress crash and more…

All, time for another weekly roundup. Many interesting things happened in India this week. I wish I knew, so I could share them with you :P. Nonetheless, here’s a quick update of the world this week.

More people have died in Middle East for various reasons, bird flu being one of them. The Islamic nations have erupted in violent protests around the world for depicting cartoons about their prophet. I support them in this uproar and firmly – Freedom of speech is one thing, respect & responsibility is another. I am though, enjoying the debates the desi bloggers having in the community about free speech and all that – must say, I would love to see some of their own Gods, family members or relatives made a mockery of in the papers; I would love to hear their debate then 

Last week was bad for my blog. I don’t know what I did to fix a small bug, but throughout the week I spent more time fixing, installing, re-installing and re-re-installing WordPress and Squible to solve my problems. Sadly, the problem still remains, and the lack of any kind of support from Squible has bugged me. Sigh, that’s an issue with open source isn’t it? However I did successfully incorporate Pandora’s my current listening list to my home page, thanks to their RSS. I am happy about that at least…

What else, I was dragged to see RDB again, and sadly enough my reactions stay the same about the movie. We also saw Madagascar which was not really impressive; we topped it with Swordfish, which I don’t know which-eth time I saw it.

I also ate a 3000 calorie meal at a restaurant today – I just haven’t been able to forgive myself for it – now god only knows how many days I will need to run to burn those extra 1000 calories. Boo Hoo 

Steelers won the super bowl – good for them. My TV blew up today. Ok, its not as dramatic as it sounds – the lamp inside the TV blew up – it went kaput! Right in the middle of the game; we had to replace the lamp and all was well again.

What else… I guess, that’s about how interesting life went this week. Adios!

Strangers In The Night

Time goes by, and even before you start remembering that you have begun to forget, you would’ve forgotten a lot already. At one time, I remembered the exact date, time and the year this happened. Today, as I sit to write this, except the hazy recollection of time, I have no idea when or which year this happened. All I know is, this incident had or rather has left me quite humble and hopeful that good still exists in this world.

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It was almost afternoon when I and my two friends Sach and Bads started for our journey to Gangavati from Hubli. We were all going to our friend’s Vishu’s house warming party at his hometown Gangavati and we had planned to visit him there. For a town that was not entirely accessible easily, it boasted of a thriving industry, and really rich people. So much so that this place had around 5 or 6 hotels (lodges) back then to host people from outside. Perhaps its closeness to Hampi had a lot to do with it, but nonetheless, lets just say that Gangavati was a small thriving town.

We had missed our bus from Hubli to Gangavati that afternoon, hence we had settled to our next best alternative. We would take the next bus to a town which was not too far from Gangavati and that station would have local connection to Gangavati. However things as imagined never went smoothly for the three of us.

First during the way, the bus got a flat tire, right outside a village a good half distance away from Hubli and another half still towards the town we were supposed to be. We knew we were a little short of time, and the last connecting bus out of the town would leave for Gangavati somewhere around 9.00 pm. Much to our dismay however, changing the flat tire took more time than what we expected to take – two hours. It was not before darkness that we started our journey again, just to travel another 50 kilometers and get stuck again in an accident – the accident brought us back by another hour. It was getting really dark, and we could notice a few clouds nearby. We really wished whole heartedly that it wouldn’t rain that night.

Except that it did.

By the time we had reached the connecting town, it was almost 11 or 11.30 in the night; a good two hours after our final bus had left for Gangavati. It had started to rain pretty hard, and the lights had begun to flicker in the small shops outside the bus station. We were still considering our options when someone called out to us and asked “Going to Gangavati? A tempo is going there right now, jump in – this is your last chance!”

Without giving a damn who he was, we thought this was the best opportunity to get to Gangavati fast – after all as the locals told us, it was a mere 30 kilometers from the place we where. It had begun to rain a little bit harder now, and given our options was so limited, we decided to jump into the van – at 12.00 am in the morning, we were hardly expecting any traffic in the tempo.

But for a village with not enough humans to socialize, the tempo seemed to project a different picture – it was literally packed with people in every available place. And there were still three of us, none of us whom you would have called thin back then, to fit in, including the person who asked us to join the party. The trip of course would cost us money. Living true to the Indian tradition of “Swalpa Adjust Maadi”, we finally squeaked into the overflowing tempo – all I knew was that my hands had surrounded two other humans, while my one leg was on the shoulder of someone else. Nonetheless, it was a matter of just 30 kilometers and we couldn’t care less at that time.

However those 30 kilometers proved to be the nightmare drive of a lifetime. It had begun to rain pretty heavily, and considering India’s highways of just one lane, without any lights, the driving had become visibly difficult. After about 5 kilometers, suddenly everything went dark. Pitch dark. The vehicle had stopped completely; my first gut reaction at that moment was – Veerapan. Others had begun to shout inquring about the situation when the driver silenced everyone and said –“The headlights have stopped working!”

At that moment, we knew we had to beat up our friend in Gangavati for asking us to endure such torture. Some ludicrous guy suggested that if some people had torches with them, they could use it instead from inside the vehicle itself to guide the direction. Much to our dismay, the idea was accepted. The tempo owner (the guy who let us in) did have a big torch, the oversized torch that you get in India, especially for night time and he decided it was the best way to get to Gangawati. What we didn’t know back then was that such a suggestion would be acted upon immediately.

The next part of the journey was quite scary to say the least. The guy sitting next to the driver was guiding the driver with the feeble light that big torch produced; luckily as the driver did mention, the road was one straight patch of land, and not too many turns. “The only risk” he mentioned was “Vehicles coming from other side may not spot us! And that too in the rain”

Someone suggested that since we could spot them from their “working” headlights, we should get off the road and continue the journey once the other vehicle had passed by – the suggestion seemed agreeable. During the course of this 10 km / hour speed journey, we stopped thrice to let others go by. At all three times, we narrowly missed the other vehicle.

On the way, some villagers in the tempo joked about how this was a usual affair for this tempo, while others started singing to keep up the spirits. Still others warned that this was a curse and we would be killed! And then some more who rebuked those thoughts and began arguing in high pitch voices. All of this, while the tempo was trying to reach Gangavati safely.

At around 1.30 or 2.00 am in the morning, the tempo did finally reach Gangavati, much to our relief. The rain had stopped. There was a lone auto rickshaw on the road which we took to the hotel our friend had given us to check into – except that he didn’t book any rooms for us; his words “who comes to Gangavati this time of the year anyways?!” seemed reassuring that we would find accommodation in this supposedly best hotel of the town.

However to my friend’s misguided calculations, the entire continent seemed to have come to Gangavati that night. As we tried to get a room into a hotel, we were told that some rich party was having a marriage 2 days later, and the entire hotel was booked by their party. The hotel manager also assured us that not only them, but all hotels in the town had been booked towards this gala marriage.

This had considerably dampened our spirits – we were dead tired by now, and would have even slept on the roads by then; however we decided to try our luck at another hotel half a kilometer away. At that place too, we were given the same response – the entire hotel had been booked for the marriage. Dejected, depressed and really irritated, the tree of us began walking back to the bus station (and we didn’t really know what to do – we had our friend’s number, but it was not the cell phone era and we didn’t feel like disturbing the friend’s family at 2.00 am in morning).

While we were walking by the side of the lonely road, three people on a single motorcycle passed us by. One of them turned around and looked at us. We watched them pass by as one of them turned back and seemed to speak something. The motorcycle stopped at some distance and turned around. It was quite a lonely street, and having already been through a lot, we expected worse. We reasoned – they were three, we were three; we could perhaps handle them if it came to that.

As the guys approached us, I knew I had begun to feel a little uncomfortable already. The motorcycle stopped in front of us, and the guy who was driving asked – “What are you doing here at this time of the night!”

Sach gave him a recount of what had happened and how we were out of luck with rooms. The guy remarked – “I think I can get you a room. I know all the rooms are booked for a couple of days now”. He asked Sach to tag along, while living one of his aides with us. They being perfect strangers, I was not very comfortable with the idea of breaking up, though nonetheless Sach was so assured by the guy about the room, that he left with them. So I and Bads, along with this stranger started walking again towards the hotel that they said we would get a room.

Half way down the distance, Sach came back again with the guy and told us the first good news we had heard since that afternoon – “We have a room! And it is the best hotel we had been first”. Our joys knew no bounds at that moment. Finally, there was something to look forward to; we couldn’t wait to get to the Hotel and sleep, and couldn’t care less how this room came to us.

Indeed, we did have a room that night. And it was a great big bedroom with 2 beds, and one extra bed – for the three of us, with TV and cable and A.C; for a town of that size, it was a commendable hotel. After we checked into the room, the guys who gave the room to us bid goodbyes, and offered to meet up with us next morning, and advised to take rest.

It was then Sach told us about this room. The guys were the bridegroom’s friends who had come from different parts of the state for his marriage. The room which we stayed belonged to them. Sach remarked that something about us convinced those guys that we were not robbers on the road, but homeless people looking around for a room to stay – and they decided to help. Since they had the whole hotel to themselves, and half of the rooms were occupied by the groom’s friends, the three of them “adjusted” into many different rooms to give up their room for us. It took a bit of convincing on their part for Sach to agree to this idea, but given the state we all were in that night, he did take up the room for us; and not only the room belonged to us for the night, but for the next night too.

And since the hotel was booked by marriage party, we didn’t end up paying for it either. “Its all taken care of”, the guys who helped us had told us then. After the nightmarish night, we did sleep very soundly. Next morning, the first thing we did was to meet up those guys and couldnt stop thanking them; we all had tea later. After which we proceeded to beat Vish black and blue.

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This incident still remains etched in my memory because of those guys who helped strangers out of nowhere. The funny thing is, I don’t even recall their names anymore, but I do recall their deed. Many a times I have often felt that if I was in their shoes, I probably would not have helped someone like that in the middle of the night. I wonder why they decided to help us out.

After that meet, we never really met them any time again. One of the guys met Sach over dinner in Hubli, once after which neither we heard from them, nor they from us. After some months it just slipped away – and slowly it just became another memorable incident. Till today however, I still wonder who were those guys and why did they ever help us.

Maybe, they were just good people, and we had the fortune or running into good people, when it mattered most to us. That one incident has made hopeful that good does exist in this world, and you do find good when you need it the most.

Pablo Picasso

I first heard Citizen Cope when I saw the Ad for Pontiac, which featured his song “Son’s Gonna Rise”. Many people actually heard about him from that ad, and the song that became an underground hit. Being a huge Indie music fan, I immediately listened to the entire album “The Clarence Greenwood Recordings“, which I must say has some really great songs.

The song below is called Pablo Picasso. The tune is beautiful, but its the lyrics that stand out. Quite simply, this song has one of the best lyrics I have heard in a long time. Note the last line.

The woman that I love
Is forty feet tall
She’s a movie star
She’s all in the papers
And everywhere i go
People hand me quarters
And they pat me on the back
They treat me like im famous
I’ll never leave her side
‘Cause today can be dangerous
And when the night arrives
The light hit her features
And the cars drive by
Just so they could see her
And she never bats an eye
When someone takes her picture

Mr.Officer if you’ve come to take her
Then that means one of us
Gonna end up in a stretcher
Gonna end up in the papers, going end up in the papers, yeah

If i had a pistol
I’d brandish it and wave it
She’s the only one alive that knows that I’m not crazy
She’s gonna testify on my behalf
Down at the Navy
So I can get some peace
And provide for my babies
I got a stick and a bottle
I’ll pretend I got a razor
Helicopters and cameras all shottin’ for the station
They say that a wild man defending his lady
But for some odd reason they keep calling you a painting

 

Weekly roundup, Rang De Basanti and more…

All right, I slipped by a day in my weekly round up. Who cares? I don’t – you shouldn’t either. Quite a lot of things happened in the world this week, but not a lot of them around me, so I don’t care. However I will do a quick update for you my gentle readers, who up till now have been oblivious of the important developments this week.

Lets see – some more people got killed in Iraq, and those who weren’t got kidnapped. Bird Flu is steadily progressing, and Queen Victoria (or Elizabeth?) of England has offered herself as a guinea pig for Bird Flu vaccine trials. The weathermen promised yesterday that this week would be really cold and we could have snow on Monday. Today is Monday, and instead of snow we had fog, and instead of cold, it feels spring. Don’t worry weathermen; we know we need to take weather forecasts with a pinch of rain.

Last Monday was my friend’s birthday, and I wished him. So cute na? Hmmph! Move on.

I rant three miles last Tuesday. On Wednesday I wanted to do an encore, but my legs wouldn’t agree, and I pushed the plan to Thursday. On Thursday, my cunning body gave up on me and I slept of at 8.00 pm in the night… which resulted in me waking up at 6.00 am on Friday, and by 7.00 am like good worker, I was in office. In between however, in my mundane existence, I also caught the latest episode of LOST, which had trash written all over it; I also saw second episode of Crumbs and got immediately bored of it – not the series I would watch.

I also discovered an awesome music service called Pandora. Pandora adapts to your musical tastes and plays music according to your liking only. Needless to say, I have been absolutely hooked on to Pandora. I am a huge fan of Indie music, and one such wandering for new band made me listen to a group called Goldspot. Does that name ring a bell – “The zing thing… Goldspot!” – Yes, the name of the band is indeed inspired by Goldspot – the lead singer is an ABCD, Siddhartha by name, and has a pretty good voice. “Its getting old”, “Friday” and “Time Bomb” are some of the awesome tracks on their website, and they have been put up as free previews – do check them out.

On Friday, I and Chetan saw Rang De Basanti, and we both hated it. I wrote a up a review on the movie on descritics, but got more comments and bashing on my blog. It truly is a bad movie – period. After the movie, we went to a great place to have food, and by the time I was home – it was 5.00 am in the morning on Saturday. Yes, I didn’t wink for 23 hours straight.

Saturday was a fun day – we had a great foosball party at the friends place. Another night out lasting till 4.00 A.M in the morning. I also cut a cake. The cake was good – thank you for asking.

Sunday was a dead day – nothing exciting happened in this world. I didn’t even switch on the TV – it was that boring. Wrote a saccharine post on birthday and posted it. Got lots of calls from friends, family and aliens wishing me Birthday wishes – the world breathes for my happiness. I ended the day by watching Grey’s Anatomy – I must say that this series is good and has some of the best indie music. I know I have said this many times, so hear it once more 🙂

Monday morning, the tornado spins again, and I am back to work. A week begins again. And I have to finish Shruthi’s tag too.

Till next week, take care, so long and thank you for all the fish.

Birthday! Birthday!

Its Getting Old (Goldspot) plays on my laptop while I write this. There is so much truth in that one line:

Its Getting Old, Isn’t It?

I have always loved Birthdays. Not just yours :), and anyone around me, but mine as well. In younger times, Birthdays to me was a very special occasion, when the whole world belongs to you, and it’s a day generally things go your way. Your mom prepares your favorite food in the morning, generally nobody gets angry on you that day, friends celebrate your birthday, and you throw parties and dance, and feel happy about yourself.

Then some years later, some pragmatists reminded me – “Whats so great about Birthdays?! You are getting old dammit!” – but still that didn’t bother me. Birthdays still remained a special day for me; it was the day I could truly claim as my own in this world. One day out of three hundred and sixty five days that belonged to me. It was the day when I felt top of the world, and had a feeling of euphoria, which I cannot express in mere words. In simple words, I am the happiest on my own birthday.

Today is my Birthday. For the first time in my life, I am not happy today. Today, I feel like I am getting old. Its getting old. I don’t want the year 26 of my life to end. I want the year 26 of my life to keep going on and on over and over again. I wish time could freeze this moment, rewind back to last year and start again. No, I don’t feel like letting this year go away.

Today, I rewind back to my most memorable birthdays in the hope that it get me into the mood again, for the 27.

My first memory of Birthday travels back to Bangalore. My mom had told me thence that I was born in the night at 12.20 on 29th of January (Technically 30th of January). I told everybody in my school that my birthday was on 29th and not on 30th. Despite my parent’s argument over 12.20 AM transpiring to next day, I did not given. The end result was, I did celebrate my Birthday in the school on the 29th itself rather on 30th.

Birthday back then used to be filled with innocence. You would come and stand in front of the whole class with bag full of chocolates and candies; eager friends would sing “Happppy Birthdddaay to Youuu, Happppy Birthddaaay to Youuu, Happyyy Birthhhdaaay Dear Suyog, Mayy the good God Blesss you!” After which, you would go about distributing your chocolates and candies neatly amongst students – usually two or three candies per friend, and extra special friends would get more afterwards. Then, I would choose a friend (usually best friend) of my liking and with permission from the teacher would then proceed to “share” my birthday candies with all the teachers in the school. I and my friend would then peep in each classroom to see if we could recognize the teacher inside – if yes, we would kindly object in between, beam with pride in front of the whole class (nay, they weren’t getting candies were they?!), wait for teacher to wish us Happy Birthday, give the teacher a candy or two and repeat the process.

That one class, just that one class, no teacher or principal would ever mind us not sitting through – because it was the birthday. By the time we usually got back to the class, it would almost be over.

I remember my birthday several years later in Pune too, the year in which I stepped into adolescence, the special 13th. Candies and chocolates in schools had taken a back seat this year – after all, we were growing up. This birthday, I celebrated by throwing a party to all my friends, as was the norm in the society I lived in. After cutting the cake, blowing candles, serving chips and cakes, it was the Quiz time! Quizzes and prizes during any birthday were a tradition we Pune-ites followed strictly in our society. Every birthday boy used to have a general knowledge quiz, and each correct answer would get a prize or a gift from the birthday boy.

The only difference being on my birthday being – I made up the quiz so insanely difficult that just three questions were answered by my friends. But I had so many prizes that I had to well… give them anyways. Those were the days too, when a birthday meant that we had to go to a small store, usually stationary, and get some or the other kind of gift for the birthday boy, knowing all too well that a return favor was expected.

Two years later, I was in Ahmedabad. On my fifteenth birthday, I really don’t recall what I did. I have no clue where I was, or how did I celebrate it, but I remember what one my close friends told me that day. He was 5 years older to me, and he remarked – “Three years and you will be an adult. Then your life will change”. I don’t know why I remember it till now, but yes, I do remember it. Three years later, life did change.

As you grow up, birthdays also begin to take a different meaning – birthdays are no longer a family event anymore, and instead they turn out to be an event as exclusive as possible from parents. Parents are not welcome in almost-grownup-but-not-grownup people birthday parties. Especially true is the part when people join college fresh out of schools. Then, birthdays become a different concept altogether. Birthday bumps are the norm during these years.

Three years later, on my eighteenth birthday, I was with a group of guys, nearly 20 of them in a restaurant in Hubli. We were all freshers in the college and barely knew each other well. Since nobody had enough money (who does in Hostel), we walked miles to the hotel and back. It was a memorable one.

At that point, any number was an excuse enough to have gala celebration. My nineteenth birthday celebrated my last “teen” year; and my twentieth welcoming from boys to men. “Twenty one” signified the last year of college, and entry into this big bad world.

Beyond that, birthdays ceased to become yet another excuse to have a party and make merry; which is how it was for twenty two, twenty three, twenty four, twenty five, twenty six and twenty seven as well.

Yesterday was the twenty seventh.

I turn twenty seven today. In my post-twenty-pre-thirty years of life, twenty six was irrevocably the best. Perhaps its why I feel a tinge of sadness leaving twenty six behind with no idea twenty seven will turn out to be.

But then I had never known twenty six would turn to be either…

Review: Rang De Basanti


****SPOILER ALERT***

Mr. Rakeysh Omprakash Mehra,

Before you add a few more vowels and consonants to your name and embark on your next film, could you consider answering my questions regarding Rang De Basanti?

At the very outset please tell me what was the movie about? A British in India on a soul searching expedition? A “modern” spin-off of Legend of Bhagat Singh? A lesson on how to waste your life before becoming killers? A docu-drama on failing parts of MIGS? Or perhaps, 90 minutes into the film you were not so sure yourself?

Why is it that you have learnt nothing from your previous film – AKS; Both RDB and AKS have the same problem – Excellent buildups leading to nowhere and essentially becoming mishmash in the end? Did someone remind you that the second half of a movie is equally important as the first – and its usually the second half that stays on audience’s mind?

Is it this easy to kill the Defense Minister (no less!) of a country? Is this how your monosyllabic recipe for killing one of the most important men in politics is?

A: Kill
B: Who?
C: DefenseMinister
D: Nice!
E: When?
C: 8.00 AM
B: Why?
C: Morning
B: Morning?
C: MorningWalk.
D: Super!
A: Oh!
B: How?
C: Gun
D: Awesome!
ABCDE: LetsGo!!

I wish it were this simple Mr. Mehra, I would have done the same in my stay in India. But seriously, if it is that easy Mr. Mehra, why should youths of the country waste their life – couldn’t the ISI, LTTE, LET, Jaish-E-Muhommad, or any other organization do the work for us much before we could do it ourselves?

How many times will a Muslim have to prove that he is an Indian as much as any other in a movie? Aren’t you getting tired of the run of the mill syndrome showing a Hindu – Muslim mistrust only to better it in the end? I am getting tired of such clichés. Can’t we just move in a movie and stop focusing on the Muslims and Patriotism angle, please?

Don’t you think the parallels between Bhagat Singh and his friends to Karan and his friends is a bit too much perhaps? The politics of 1920s were different, the situation was different and the people they were against were different. In a post liberalized world, Internet era, where hidden cameras and scandals are gossips of the day, don’t you think the youths of today would be smarter than killing people?

In any hostile situation, there is an attempt to end the situation by offering surrender; Mr. Mehra, why did the youths have to die so crudely in the end? Who gave the orders to kill the terrorists anyways since the Defense Minister was dead – the Prime Minister? The same Prime Minister who is still to figure out who was involved in Delhi Bombings? Err…

Don’t you think it’s a bit ironic when you think about the message of the movie? India lost a good MIG pilot because of faulty parts. In vengeance, India loses another 5 good youths for a cause which doesn’t really mean anything – why?! Take for example Yuva – you don’t need to be against the system to beat the system – you can be in the system and rectify it; in retrospect, your idea seems to be not only against, but even taking drastic measures to signify the point?

Why was the background score so scorching? Why do you have to show inane metal and rock guitar music in background when drunken guys are racing? And who was that lady shrilling in the background during the Jalianwala Bagh Massacre – she sure as hell was murdering my brain.

What types of youths are they those decide to embark on such dangerous missions without the slightest bother for their families – has our generation become so disillusioned from their own that they don’t find the need to question themselves, when given the fact most of the characters have a healthy familial background.

Why was Rahman’s score wasted in the movie – not that it had a great scope for it anyways; but heaven forbid, if you had listened to Lukkha Chuppi or Roobaroo, aren’t they both completely out of place with the scene?

Why wasn’t Sonia arrested? Wasn’t she the one who said – “Maar dalo” 5 guys ruin their life and she goes scot-free?

What was the message of this movie?

And ultimately…

Whatever happened to that long ass documentary Sue comes to shoot in India?

Yours,

A disgusted fan.

PS: Its not as if your film is not without its share of good – the performance you got out of actors were terrific, and few witty dialogues in the first half make for an enjoyable experience. I just wish you didn’t have to ruin it that way in the end.

26-01-2001

25th January 2001:

It was evening, and I was coming back towards my uncle’s appartment. As I passed through the open field just before our appartments began, I wondered if there would ever be any other appartments that would be constructed in this field. Just across the road on the other side of our appartment lay a half constructed building – almost 17 storeys tall; the groundwork had been done and pillars erected – what remained was now building walls on the sides of this building. As I drove home, I wondered how long would it take for this building to ever be built. It was almost a year it was under construction already.

25th was a cold night. After the usual dinner and TV watching, I decided to sleep inside the second bedroom instead of living room with my grandma; the reason being – inspite of the cold, I wanted to turn on the fan. The second bedroom was down the hallway, and served more like a storage room rather than bedroom, housing a variety of cupboards, gaddis, extra clothes, the fridge and a single metal cot, which had a very comfortable mattress on it. I don’t even know when I fell asleep that night…

26th January 2001:

Morning. I really dont recall the time. Wouldnt want to either. Something rattled under my bed. My first instinct – “I am dreaming”. The rattling didnt stop – “Perhaps its the fridge making this noise” I thought. I opened my eyes – sure enough, the fridge was rattling and vibrating. It took another second to realize that I too was rattling. Before my brain could even comprehend what was going on, the rattling got strong. Still my brain hadn’t registerd what was going on – my body was shaking and I was being tossed up and down the bed rather rudely. I turned around towards the wall to hold on to something, but froze; a crack appeared on the wall with a sound so loud I had to jump off the bed. The crack grew wider and the noise increased – it was clear something was wrong. It was then I ran outside into the living room towards the door.

Uncle. He was in the gallery attaching living room, booming – “Bhaago Bhaago Bhukamp. Bhaago Bhukamp”. It was at that instant it stuck me – Yes, this was an earthquake. My aunty yelled from inside – “Run with your niece!” – my neice was already walking running out with me that I grabbed her hand. With her hand held tight, I ran out the door, down the stairs, out the building. Once outside, I turned out of the appartments, and ran wildly towards the open field. Without the slightest bother about my niece – all I knew was I had pulled her with me and she had coped up somehow with my speed.

In the field. I held my niece tight as I began to make sense of what was happening around me. At that point, I began to hear the fury of earth to which I was so far oblivous. The sound. It was as if the earth was mouthing something in fury. It was the single most terrifying noise I have heard in life. Honestly, there isn’t a sound as terrifying as hearing the earth break up. In the field, I looked around; scores of people were running towards the field. A herd of cows had gathered together, with complete sense of fear and shock in their faces. I looked towards the half constructed tower – it was swinging left and right, sending a chill down my spine. My neice was shouting for her mom, crying by this time. It was about then I realized – that nobody from my family had still come out of the building. Those nervous few seconds gave me the creeps.

And then it stopped. Calm. It was kind of calm that happens after a storm. Everyone, everything had shaken up completely. I and my neice slowl started walking back towards our appartment complex. We met our aunt down the road; she was looking for my uncle who still wasn’t anywhere out of the building. After a good two minutes, my uncle walked calmly with my grandmother of 65+ years, who was quite shaken up, and when the earthquake struck was actually in bathroom. She hadn’t even made it half the stairs down when the shaking stopped.

January 26th 2001 : Afternoon.

As expected the electricity and phone all got conked out within minutes. Everyone in our society had gathered up downstairs, each one looking for answers – What happened? Did appartments get damaged? What other areas were affected? Was somebody able to make contact? Somebody’s appartment had caved in, did they make it out? The situation though grim, was not completely out of control at that point. People had recovered back reasonably, and one could see many of them passing smiles and assuring others that nothing serious had happened – after all, all appartments and buildings in our area were still in one piece.

Sometime that afternoon, electricity came back. We actually went back to the appartment to investigate the appartment. There were cracks all over, and in the bedroom I slept, the wall had a big crack. My aunt made tea and breakfast, and we were generally not that psyched up. We were generally just thinking about the day gone by yet. Sometime late afternoon, the cable started working again – it was then the news sunk in.

January 26th 2001 : Evening.

Cable TV operators from all over the world had only 1 thing to talk about – that was the quake. The grimness of the situation then began to sink in – it was a massive earthquake somewhere in Bhuj whose effects were felt as far as middle east. Rescue teams were still not able to reach Bhuj. Media had already gone on an overdrive with images of earth shaking and buildings rumbling. Around 100 buildings in Ahmedabad had collapsed. Rescue teams were everywhere. By the time night had fallen in, one thing was clear : nobody would sleep in the appartment that night.

That night, we and a million others were truly homeless. Gathering our belongings, few rugs and coats, we decided to spend the night on road. People formed groups and made campfires where possible. It was a terribly cold that night in Ahmedabad – and yet a town slept on roads that night. People kept vigil, so as to warn people if there were any more aftershocks. I spent half the night trying to sleep and the other half imagining every possible worst thing. Yes, before that evening, thanks to TV and images, I was completely shaken up.

January 27th 2001:

Next day morning, people still on roads. RSS (Yes, RSS) and a few other organizations had already sprung in full force. People were already offering help. Charities had already started planning about supplying goods to Bhuj. While NDTV crooned about being the first people to reach Bhuj (and they did repeat that same line 100 times that day), my uncle was down the streets asking people for used clothes and any other thing that could be sent to Bhuj. Yes, that was several hours after the quake. In the society itself, people helped each other – people living on ground floor let others use their restrooms to people who had flats on higher floors (nobody dared climb stairs that day). We had more or less made part of the road ours.

In the afternoon I and my uncle went on a drive to see around ahmedabad. Yes, I did many buildings had collapsed completely – some in the near vicinity where I lived. Businesses around the collapsed buildings were thriving – people from nearby were thronging the area to help the rescue efforts – and if they werent, they were atleast helping the stand-up restaurant make money by getting fafda and tea.

By that night, the media had successfuly achieved their goals – to instill a deep sense of fear and chaos in public mind. At 7.30 pm we heard someone say – “BBC says there will be a quake at 8.00 Pm – run towards the field!“. I am a computer engineer, but logic at that moment was not my strong point. If it was 8.00, it was going to happen at eight – our whole family ran towards the field including my grandmother who was barely able to walk properly. 8.00 pm came and went – nothing happened – yet another man shouted – “NDTV says it will happen at 8.30!“. So we waited. With fear about what was going to come next.

8.30, nothing much happened. By that time public had started to realize it was a false alarm; but we were all scared. That night we spent the night at my uncle’s friend’s house who offered to let us sleep in his already over crowded bungalow.

28th January 2001:

Morning 6.30 ish, there was another aftershock and we again ran out. Though this one didnt last long, this was enough to get even the most sleepy out of his bed. The rest of the day was spent in anticipation of another rumble. Several times during the day we ran out with rumours about quake again going to strike at 1.00 pm, then 4.00pm then 8.00 pm and so on.

That night, we left our grandmother at uncle’s friends house and came back to our society since we wanted to keep a watch on the appartment. That night, we again slept on the roads. I was still scared as hell to enter our flat.

29th January 2001:

My phuee and aunt joined the women in the society who were making puris for people in Bhuj. The whole society had forgotten about what had happened to them personally, but were actively involved in preparing food packets and getting stuff for Bhuj. Women toiled the whole day behind my building making Puris, Undhiyus and stuff, while male brethern got clothes and needed supplies to send to Bhuj.

By night, yet another group had set up tents all over the society. The tents contained beds for as many people as possible, and it was decided that all people in society would sleep together and help out each other. That same night, I was with my uncle when 2 trucks left for Bhuj. 2 of the thousands that left that night for Bhuj.

29th was another cold night, spent in tent, but still on the road. The fear still remained. Some of the brave and who lived on ground floor ventured to stay in their appartments; but most of them were not. Old, and people with kids were given preference in tents.

30th January 2001:

My birthday. That day I roamed around Ahmedabad with my uncle who had gone full ballistic about helping people in Bhuj. That day we roamed several areas – and everywhere it was the same. Each society had built their tents – women were making food either to be sent for relief or for the society members themselves. Old people were cutting vegetables, while the others were making adjustments to the tent. It felt as if the whole population had come together.

In the heart of the city, the communaly tense Hindu and Muslim brothers had come together for a common cause. It was all about helping each other out of this crisis. More relief work was being sent to Bhuj that day – we had more or less shut down the TV as it was freaking us out. The media couldnt get over their melodramatic over done terrible coverage. It was not as bad as they made it out on TV – and it wouldnt have been as scary as they wanted us to believe as well. And yet, during that time, everything and anything we heard was enough to run a chill down the spine.

It was the most quiet birthday I had ever had – but in a sense complete. It was redeeming to watch the whole community come together so nicely to help each other out. I know it sounds like a cliche, but it was a triumph of human spirit looking at the way people were coming out to reach out to others. In way it reminded everyone of who they were.


During the next week, my second uncle who had a government job was transferred to Bhuj for relief work. His trunk calls every night to us and reminding us of the destruction in Bhuj gave us a different perspective than what News media had wanted us to believe. It is best left unsaid.

I didnt stay there much longer as I had to go back to Bangalore. However that one week on the roads had changed a lot about my perspective about life. My folks spent the next 15 days on road after that. Eventually they did make it back to their appartments, slowly, unsurely and rather vary. Eventually they left the appartment and moved to a safer home, months later.

That earthquake has still not left my mind. Even now, a simple rattling sound of winds on my window are enough to shake me up. Even now the slightest vibration in a building or room brings about a fear in me. The next one month after the quake, I was not able to sleep properly, even after going to Bangalore. It took a long while for me to come out of the shock of the earthquake for sure.


Around 100 odd children were walking down a road in Bhuj, during a march past ceremony for their school on republic day, when the quake struck. Buildings on both sides of the road caved in and the children were lost in the rubble. Around 200 villages disappeared from the maps around Bhuj. Godonlyknows how many people died that day. Or in the coming days. It was impossible even in Ahmedabad to run accross someone who had not lost someone in the quake during that week.

This republic day, as we all celberate India’s progress, lets take a moment too and remember those days in 2001, and salute the spirit of the people.

This post was inspired by my friend nirwa’s post recollecting the same fateful day.

A K Hangal Mystery!

The eternal grandfather of Bollywood.

Whenever Bollywood has a needed a sidey to essay the part of old man left to the sea, or an old man fighting for justice, or an old man there to mouth just one dialogue, or angry old man.. or well, just an old man, A. K. Hangal has been the savior of Bollywood! Now ever since my friend has mentioned about him in her tribute to A. K. Hangal, I and she have been immensly bothered by the 32 million question:

Exactly what does A and K stand for A. K. Hangal?!

Even Google has failed to answer this question. Do you know what is his full name? Does anyone know? Do you?