It all feel so much worse this time – I don’t recall having this feeling in 2017 for sure. Perhaps my kid was most in 4th grade so it was not dawning on me yet? Perhaps the hope that he was a clown and surrounded by clowns? The tech market was booming so jobs were not being lost. There wasn’t someone who was threatening the basic existence of people. I am just truly scared at this point not just for myself but for my family as well. Still unbelievable what is happening so rapidly and so fast. Oof!